Be Unforgettable

Last night was really a bad night ever for me
I felt myself very useless and vulnerable
I really needed someone to be by my side and gave me a real hug
so i looked at my phone
and you know what, i couldn't even find anyone from my contacts
How sad it was
Sadly, i cried like a baby, cried like nobody business

I texted Grace but ended up i didn't pick up any of her phone calls.
Sorry hun, i was just wordless.
I feel great to have a friend like you in Perth.
You are thoughtful and understandable.


Something just popped up and that matter devastated my whole night
How would you react if you were in my shoes?
will you react strongly to the sarcastic tone and attitude that someone has given to you?



Sometime it wasn't all about jealousy
I found myself like a dullard
I just couldn't stop deceiving myself
I never ever ask for any requiters
I treated you, you and you with all my love
Even now i still care about the friendship of me and you
However, do you ever feel the same way as i do?
Or you are just a shammer in front of me and everyone
Or you just want to take advantages of me and very very good at making deceitful pretences?

It's time for me to sort out my train of thought
Like what Aileenbb said
The way to protect myself from further hurt is to isolate myself
I may not agree with her in the past
But since now we are in the same boat
I can totally understand and know how much does it hurt

Just wanna tell you Aileen Tan
I will be home soon, wait for me alright!
Heart You

"Friend isn't about whom you have known the longest

It's about who came and never left your side"

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Last paper tomorrow!

Wish me luck, and after that i will start my new life

New life without lies, betrayal and grieves

Smile ^________________________^

Everything will be alright after next Tuesday

Cos i will be home at that time

Be at the place with no stress and no grieves

Be at the place with people who care and love me as who i am =)